I remember reading Hideous Kinky shortly after it was published, rewatching the film after getting back from Morocco, hoping to relive our trip, very different though it was from the one in Esther Freud’s novel which drew on her own childhood experiences. I’d also enjoyed her last novel, Mr Mac and Me, reviewed back in 2014, making me keen to read I Couldn’t Love You More which spans three generations of women, each connected to the other.
It would be best – the nuns were clear – if they kept the details of their lives to themselves
Aoife plans to leave the family farm as soon as she can, catching the ferry and travelling to London where she becomes a window dresser. There she falls for Cashel who longs to return to Ireland, saving enough from running the Brixton pub they take on to buy a farm there. Their eldest daughter follows in her mother’s footsteps, returning to London as soon as she can, finding herself a job with The Daily Express much to Aoife’s proud delight although Rosaleen neglects to tell her it’s in the post room. Her work may be dull, but Rosaleen finds herself caught up in an affair with Felix, a sculptor she meets in a Soho pub, who installs her in a Maida Vale flat. Felix seems overjoyed when she announces her pregnancy but events take a turn which leaves her desperate and alone. She does what so many Irish Catholic girls did before her and turns to the Church, taken in by nuns at a mother and baby home with no say in what happens to her daughter. In the 1990s, Kate struggles with her husband’s alcoholism, caring for six-year-old Freya while longing to find her birth mother.
As ever, I’m not sure who to be
Sadly, Freud’s tale is all too familiar but she handles it beautifully, interweaving the strands of the three women’s stories and telling Kate’s in her own voice lending it both immediacy and poignance. Aoife remains haunted by the disappearance of Rosaleen, dismissed by Cashel as ‘trouble from the start’, her determination and spirit echoing her mother’s. Rosaleen’s story plays out against a background of ’60s bohemian London in stark contrast to the draconian rules of the convent she finds herself in, the nuns seeming almost to relish the misery of the unmarried mothers they’re intent on shaming. Kate’s constant sightings of women who could be her mother bring home the pain of not entirely knowing who she is while wary of hurting her adoptive parents. So much sadness and longing is woven through this story of loss, grief and motherhood that, unusually for me, I found myself yearning for a happy ending and Freud manages that well, offering the prospect of hope and reconciliation while neatly steering clear of the saccharine.
Bloomsbury Publishing: London 9781526629906 368 pages Hardback (read via NetGalley)
I have fond memories of reading Hideous Kinky too so will add this to my wish list.
Loved the film, too. Each of the three books I’ve read by her have been very different.
The resolution here sounds difficult to navigate but as though she’s managed it perfectly. She’s another author whose works I’m convinced I’ll enjoy but I don’t believe I’ve ever actually read one of her books, despite having had the odd paperback on my shelves over the years…too many on that list to count I’m afraid.
Isn’t that so often the case for all of us!
Yes, it’s good company in that neighbourhood to be sure.
Hey! I just figured something out…if I reply through the WP app, I can nest my comments here, but commenting on the site proper doesn’t nest (now watch, it won’t work LOL).
You’re definitely neatly nested!
I haven’t read Esther Freud but this sounds good. An all too familiar and poignant story.
Indeed it is. It felt particularly apt to be posting this in a week when women in our own country were asking for an apology for forced adoptions during the ’50s, ’60s and ’70s.
I’ve only ever read Mr Mac and Me, but I’d like to try more by Freud.
I’m particularly fond of that one but all three I’ve read have been enjoyable.
I’ve heard good things about this, so it’s great to read your take on it. You might be interested in this forthcoming event with Freud, easily accessible via Zoom.
https://www.londonlibrary.co.uk/whats-on/122-i-couldn-t-love-you-more-esther-freud-with-jane-feaver?date=2021-06-10-19-00&utm_campaign=21%20May%20newsletter&utm_source=emailCampaign&utm_content=&utm_medium=email
Oh, that’s great. Thanks, Jacqui. Yes, it’s quietly affecting and well put together.
This one was on my radar. but sounds like I should begin with another of her books?
I think you’d enjoy the art theme running through Mr Mac and Me although Hideous Kinky would take you to Morocco.
I really enjoy Freud but for some reason Mr Mac and Me has been languishing in the TBR – I’ll dig it out! This sounds very well done as always. I’m glad there’s a hopeful ending, I can’t take too much bleakness at the moment.
Me, neither. I think you’d enjoy Mr Mac and Me. Lots about Charles Rennie Mackintosh’s wife, Margaret, who was also an artist. I remember seeing her work in Vienna and thinking she was yet another accomplished woman in the shadow of her more famous husband.
I am so happy she has a new book out. I’ve read all her books and loved them all.
I do hope you enjoy this one as much as the others.
This sounds like something I’d like (women and motherhood), and I’m happy to hear it has a satisfying ending!
I was relieved and I’m not someone who needs a happy ending in novels.